I know. I’ve been gone, again. Popping in to quickly CanJam, then poof. Only the randomness of my tweetstorm as evidence that I’m around, but only in 140 mode.
I have been writing. Writing lots of different things. Just not finishing. I haven’t been able to put my head around the sentences and paragraphs that confound me.
I’ve been getting stuck on purpose. Why am I writing what I’m writing? Is outcome more important than getting it out? I’m trying not to worry about what comes after. Ehhh, I’m not there yet.
I’ve been big on the 4 Agreements this year. I write them down everyday. I’m working on keeping my word. Being impeccable with it. I just can’t seem to do it with myself. I’m the easiest and the first person to let down in a pinch, or hell, on the regular.
But this, R&C, is the place I can do whatever my heart and head desires. They both need more attention paid.
So, I’m back. If only to remind myself that I get joy from so many things and that Mommy taught me to share.
Nikki♥
I’m going to burn some incense now… Here’s Todd Rundgren & The Isley Brothers doing “Hello, It’s Me”